For the future,..

Well, now that i can't transfer to other course that i want, this year. i see no point transferring next year ... Still gonna waste a year D; *sigh* well, my best bet is to just do decent in poly and get a s'pore degree in a private uni ba ._.

Ouch, with every fencing training, i would un-doubtly come back with full body muscle aches. Well, still gonna carry on >:D Gonna order my sword next week : > Hope it comes fast. Really looking forward to it ~

URGH. Homework pilling up and i'm lazy as hell to do again. Finance seems pretty good now. Wish there's a way to keep me forever in my ''Boss'' mode D:

Stupid Asshole lecturer give the other class all pass cuz they majority girls issit while our class? more guys so half the class fail ? -.- Fucking pervert slacker. Everytime give us unusually long break think we dunno you go enjoy coffee ah _|_
FUCK YOU. Who the fuck needs 1 fucking hour to borrow a book =.= Fucking dumbshit. Hope you burn in hell bitch. Seriously our class SUAY to have you as a lecturer ah.

Time to take up a new passion .

ARGH i wanna go for more fencing Trainings ASAP. Can't wait to start learning ! I probably would take it really seriously and train hard. Though kinda worried that It ain't good enough :C FENCING Y U NO Chio Bu D;

Met many interesting people such as : Eugene, Nu Qin, Joshua, Jayce, Vivien and Celine. Really hope that we could bond and hang out more often ! Could you be the one ? *sigh* i just happen to have the pretty bad feeling that it's all just another ''Part-time'' Job D;

Challengers..

Well, it sure is a good way to end my fruitful holiday with Challengers though i'd say that it's rather F*ked up that they shorten it to 1d1n due to the haze -.- But i've made many valuable friends there and hopefully we wouldn't drift apart. REGULUS FTW !!! Hope i've finally found the right one...
#TeamRapist

Unfamiliarity..

*sigh* how should i proceed from here :C It just seems really risky and one wrong move would inevitably lead to certain awkwardness and weirdness. On the other hand, it just seems like it's just infatuation D: Well, seems like i'll have to know you better before i can decide on anything ~

I'm feeling damn guilty now. It's like once i've found this new ''target'' i've sorta forgot about you and we now rarely talk ... Is it a mistake to even start it at all ?


Once again, i find myself amazed by my new mechanical keyboard. LOL *cliak*cliak* :D

throbbing ...

Well, every i since set my eyes on you on day 2, i knew you will be a interesting person to talk to and perhaps know. Really grateful for the chance to talk to you today ~ *sigh* Guess my OCD-ism got the better of me and i really ended up sourcing information. HAH, turns out that even though he's a veteran player in LoL he really isn't even in my league. *Smiles* Heh Heh, Finally i understand the Overpowering feeling of Strength. Well, you probably won't see this so... Good for me i guess HAHA. Somehow or another i really got the feeling of wanting to know you better, and perhaps we might even end up more than friends But even if it's not *shrugs shoulders*. Well, this sure is a first for me, accepting someone that isn't ''Pure'' I somehow came to terms that Matured girls of my type definitely are not very ''PURE''. Guess i wouldn't mind giving my firsts all to you i guess. GAH. Perhaps i'm just too love-less and just looking for someone to pour it out to. Whatever it is, I sure hope that When my OCD-ness strikes, It wouldn't be lethal.

Gotta comment that my awesome keyboard is really awesome LOL. The feeling of my fingers trailing all over the keys is simply pure Bliss ~ Mechanical Keyboard, Y U SO touchy <3 ~

Happy with the little things in life...

Well, had to say that i'm really satisfied with my present. The Orgasmic 'Clicky' Sound really gives me absolute pleasure clicking it. *sigh* talk about computer addiction :/ Credit goes to : Gladwin and Sherman for helping me plan and execute my birthday party and present though i had to intervene a little bit. Guess  i was over estimating Sherman's Capabilities. HAHA. GOSH i dont even need to type this post out but guess i just wanna toy with my keyboard abit more ~ Really would recommend this keyboard to anyone that's looking for a Mech keyboard ! Oh and dyed my hair yesterday, Turned out rather green-ish blue than cyan though, but well, can't complain ~ AWESOME is AWESOME :D

Not so sweet 17th ..

Wake up in the morning, first thing i see, : HAPPY BIRTHDAY messages everywhere. But first thing i get into, A HUGE argument with Sherman. Well, he deserved it (sorta). Overall kinda happy with what i've got and what i didn't got. HAHA, i mean, it could get WAY worser right ? *sigh* Guess those that matter don't mind and those that mind, don't matter. Overall, really happy to have you in my life. I mean, you're always constantly behind my back supporting me in whatever way you can. Really Thanks alot. If it weren't for you I'd probably have much more sleepless nights *Sigh* Yes, i'm talking about you, Blur Queen ( congratz on finding my blog url After soo long! )

Quote :  people will remember if they bothered. If they don't, it doesn't mean they don't care. Hmmm... True actually. Well, enough of my wishful thinking of a late but surprise wish. Time to grow up i guess. Though kinda tragic that someone that meant the world to me actually could mean so little now. Heard that you ended up in poly, 

have fun, Enjoy your life and All the best i guess ._.