Confused.

Well things certainly are looking good for me once school starts. Enjoying every part and day of mine(i guess) Mr attention seeker doesn't seem so bad now and now pra joined the group ! and i'm slowly starting to bond with the LSCT GLs and meet Miss 13june. I guess she's quite a nice girl , would love to know her more tho anything after that is the future.

One mega thing troubling me is X. What's your problem sia. Wanna dao me might as well just tell me dont wanna talk sua. Dont fucking waste my time, attention and effort. With every step you take back, i'll have to go through the effort to take an extra step. What the fuck is wrong with you. Yes i might be insensitive but still, if you don't fucking appreciate me just LET ME KNOW. No need to dao one. Really want to go back to the previous sem where we were all having fun. I was actually kinda happy i earned that star though if this is still gonna happen, YOU FUCKING TAKE IT BACK. You might see this, you might not but i dont care anymore. Yes i have been hiding behind that fake smile everytime i try my very best to cheer you up hoping for at least a reply. Yes this is the turn emotions i've been feeling. I'm like horribly pissed every single fucking time you do it to me, and worse still you do it again and again AND AGAIN AND  A G A I N. And after that you just act as if nothing happened and continue talking. DO I LOOK LIKE A MOTHER FUCKING TOY YOU CAN JUST PLAY WITH. Don't fucking take me for granted k. I've no idea what the fuck happened but i hope it better stop before i really can't take it anymore.