Ray Of Hope

Finally I see a ray of hope. It was Unexpected but, helpful. Finally something to keep me going :)

Although it kinda crashed and burned at the end. Could you be the mystery BR. Sure hope it's not. I wouldn't be able to sleep in peace 😨

Mehhhhhhh

Things are going well so far :) had breakfast with her. And my asshole friends of cause feel the need to ruin it all 😒 oh well, she really is cute while eating 😂

Ups and downs

Well well, seems like my emotions' somewhat more stable. Though there are still times where I still have spikes of affection towards you. Haha. It'll probably fade away after this whole OIP thing but still, kinda wished I could do something about it before this 33 days are over ..

I can't take it any more

Yes, I've contracted the terminal engine disease. No I do not know how to settle it. Amelia. I think I'm infatuated with you. Why do you even cut short hair in the first place. I think nothing wouldn't have started without your haircut. This might be weird and all, but I'm severely affected by your responses and stuff. Call me stupid but it seems like I'm really really infatuated with you.

Boring

Calligraphy class is borish. Damn. Another reason to hate this stupid OIP shit. Well, the only thing that's driving me on is that cool ass ZARA cloak 😍 

Update from ShangHai

14th  March : 

I severely regretted joining this stupid OIP trip. Sure, i made efforts to blend in but i guess it's just not enough. I just can't seem to fit into my environment.

21th March :

Arguments starts to happen. I think i've got the engine disease T.T GAHHHH, why do i always get attracted to girls with short hair :/ 

Engine Disease : Mostly occur in engineering guys due to the lack of females, their standards drop low, hence settling for that ''unattractive'' girl that they once saw on day 1 as an angel in disguise. No offence or anything.

23rd March :

Can't believe it. I put them together then now she seems interested in him. Gosh what am i gonna do ~ D:

''PMS'', Mood swings, feeling down. Though i know it isn't much of a thing and i'm simply over-reacting. suddenly i feel so alone in this foreign land. aimless and directionless. hoping this 33days of hell would end fast.

24th March :

As infatuation sets in, the mood continues downhill. Talk about Bi-Polar

I somehow can imagine a future with you. Heh. Seems like my engine disease is at it's terminal stage ..