If Only ...

Well, if only I actually could listen to this. Everything would make sense and i guess i'll probably stop being so ... well, Zavier.

Ups and downs II

Well, when I finally thought I actually had a chance, it simply crashes and burns once more. Why is it always like this. Urgh. Really getting sick of this rubbish 😨

Conclusion

Well, to sum it all up, I guess I would conclude that I had and still have a little infatuation (OKAY, maybe a lot) with miss A. But I'll probably just let it go. If we're meant to be then we are. I mean, no point going after someone that you know wouldn't mutual, it'll just annoy her and at the same time kill you. So, RIPPPPP ._.

Final countdown

Wow. Really ironic. It's always the first and last few days where things always heat up. I'm sorry I'm just too obsessed with you. I'm probably freaking you out (a lot). I think I'll just let it end like this ba. Nothing good will be born out of an engine disease ._. 8 days to freedom ~

Obsessed.

Miss A, seems like when I'm about to give up, another shining opportunity arises. Although it's another 8 days left, I do wish these 8 days are spent happily. I really made up my mind Lastnight about stopping it, since it's pretty evident that I like you, ( yes, that's right, I do ) but you don't really have any reactions what so ever. Which brings me to the conclusion that, it's only one-sided on my side. And that, who would want someone that you don't like, constantly asking you out and trying to talk to you. Well, you'll probably be annoyed or irritated. So I guess maybe I should stop.

But then again, seeing you in a light blue denim shirt with bouncy... Short hair ;) really re-ignites the flame within. And out of sheer good luck, we had a conversation and I actually plucked my courage to ask you out. Keeping my fingers crossed it will actually work out!

I missed you. But it's time for goodbyes :)

I really missed you. But seeing you so happy with him, I'm happy for ya. I sorely missed those fleeting moments that we shared, moments that I know will only remain a memory and would one day fade to gray. But, it's time to move on. You have and it's really about time for me too. 

Desperation and Obsession

Moody once more. *sigh* stupid phone provider spoil mood sia -.-

Well, I'm thinking that I'm actually too obsessed with her huh. Well, I guess once all this ends it probably won't really matter much ._. So much for a ray of hope ...