Insecurity..

Seems like recently i've been losing grasp on things that i hold dear and things i'm supposed to be good at.

I recently went back maple, then when i came back to League, i found that i could no longer play as well as i did... Insecurities flooded me making me feel worthless and constantly a burden to the team.. I really hope that it does not end up being like blackshot where i lost ALL my shotgun skills and developed a mental block for shotgun :C

Fencing is quite a bit of hassle cause i can't really get the moves let alone master it D:

Sherman went to aussie to study for a least a year, really hope he does not come back being a different person( in a bad way )

Kai Qian got injured while biking which MIGHT lead to serious future problems, hope he gets better !

Parents are definitely gonna get divorced and i'm DEFINITELY gonna stick with my dad. Mum is so damn unreasonable <,<

All the things I neglected ..

Got my first Silver Ring. That's right, PURE SILVER :D 9.25%

 - Guess this sorta mean that it's time to move on and stop dwelling in the bitter-Sweet past.

Got my first blade. Uh-huh A BLADE +.+ recently took up fencing :) can't say it isn't fun ~

- Took up a new passion ~ *sigh* soo much commitments everywhere :(

ERGH. Sorta had my first dislikenemy. That's right Mr 18 year old. Start acting your age please. No need to go around and start seeking attention. Yes you might be handsome, yes you might be charming, but please, Show it off else where. 1G03 DO NOT need a idol especially not you.

Still single and still happy ( sorta ) would be happier if i had a GirlFriend ._. Hard uh Hard uh. Cannot find the ideal one.

*sigh* parents gonna break up. Well, that's to be expected. They have not been talking since... EVER. It's better this way i guess. Though i feel that if you and your partner are not THAT sure that you'll be eternally happy, DO NOT get together and more importantly DO NOT make a child. It's always the child that suffers ...

*PHEW* really had a good load off my chest. Hmmm wondering if i should just set this blog as private and start mentioning some names ? ._.

The dessert shop. Chapt : -1

Well, decided to write a novel for Sherman as he'll be leaving for aussie to study. Gonna miss him loads xC
Note : Characters are merely fictional and any coincidence is simply a coincidence. Referenced from my memories and the sweet times we spent together. Hope you don't mind me telling our story, My Way.