Sunday, July 28, 2013

Insecurity..

Seems like recently i've been losing grasp on things that i hold dear and things i'm supposed to be good at.

I recently went back maple, then when i came back to League, i found that i could no longer play as well as i did... Insecurities flooded me making me feel worthless and constantly a burden to the team.. I really hope that it does not end up being like blackshot where i lost ALL my shotgun skills and developed a mental block for shotgun :C

Fencing is quite a bit of hassle cause i can't really get the moves let alone master it D:

Sherman went to aussie to study for a least a year, really hope he does not come back being a different person( in a bad way )

Kai Qian got injured while biking which MIGHT lead to serious future problems, hope he gets better !

Parents are definitely gonna get divorced and i'm DEFINITELY gonna stick with my dad. Mum is so damn unreasonable <,<


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