Doki Doki right in my kokoro

Well, apparently there's this ultimate wing bro that managed to snag me an opportunity to you know, take a step further. However, it is during this opportunity that I realized that actually we weren't as compatible as I thought we would be, getting together was already impossible let alone marriage. Though the first words from her mouth when we talked about marriage was, whose gonna get the kids after the divorce and also cold sentiments about my ignorance and immaturity, Though I did hear her mumble something about smiles or something. Welp, probably just another one of my wishful thinking :/ thought I gotta say, that actually made my heart race.

There she goes, There she goes again ~

Soo recently, there's this really special person. Someone that keeps weaving in and out of my life. Someone that we started off by going through the rocks. I kinda know that she's impossible, but I just cant shake the feeling that though we're mutually exclusive, it somehow seems pretty picture-able. Like it's closer to reality than dream. But as per usual, it's probably my desires and ego blurring the lines between reality and dream. She has exactly everything that I'm not looking for, but she's also the one that I seem to be receptive of bending or even breaking the Purity rule. She definitely has tongued someone before, anything more, well that's pretty much my limits i guess. Can't forget her cute laughter, our midnight-dawn conversations. Gonna be soo dead if she finds out, but it's this exciting, thrilling factor that keeps me going. She already has a crush already though and every single day seeing her devotion towards him is slowly crushing me. She is that one person I wouldn't have fell for but it's always the unseen threat that is the deadliest. Notice me, Senpai :3