Doki Doki right in my kokoro

Well, apparently there's this ultimate wing bro that managed to snag me an opportunity to you know, take a step further. However, it is during this opportunity that I realized that actually we weren't as compatible as I thought we would be, getting together was already impossible let alone marriage. Though the first words from her mouth when we talked about marriage was, whose gonna get the kids after the divorce and also cold sentiments about my ignorance and immaturity, Though I did hear her mumble something about smiles or something. Welp, probably just another one of my wishful thinking :/ thought I gotta say, that actually made my heart race.