Oops was very busy in the past few days. but it seems my luck's going down hill, Wed : Was late D: die liao cannot be PSL :( Thurs : Gacha expected BP But got enfield + M4 desert T.T then played wif Zhong hao's Team : Thanatos :( Kenna puwned.D: Then i got a damn weird and retarded idea [ seriously bad !] Trying to pre-shot and eventually learn pre-aimshot :D failed terriblely . As a result, my precision aiming decreased and so has my pre-shot :( Using silencer was a very bad choice  . . .  Today went celevbate Nicole's B-dae ! haha happy birthday nicole :D Went cycling kinda easy now. hmmm bought a cheese cake that i did not eat [ i dun like solid cheese]. Today my comfidence and skill in Sg went into the gutters . . .

       please i need you now more then ever come in ! Give me strenght and aspiration in shotgun pls come.

Today everthing went wrong ! I was late then i got recorded down. My art was screwed my home econ is still okay. Today Cw kenna pwn-ed like mad then no mood but still play then K.D Dropped like siao . . . Sian Then anderson + Ding wei didn't clear up properly hence as a result, My supply of free N.A.L was gone -.- They better do smt abt it =.= Then i realised what juliet meant . . . Pretty 5tupid if you ask me . . . Well I have decided not to care anymore. Stupid *********** -.- fucking dumbass so what if i go home ? Isint it better than going out and roaming around ? Fucking dumb idiot No fucking brains -.- Why can't you just understand me ? Like every other normal male teenager i have a need for games So what if i went home and play ? so what ? So whats if its exam period, So what ? Can de-stress right ? Dumbo *&^%$#@! The only good thing is that i saw Jun Long. Thanks for making me smile Today ! Seems like i keep meeting up with my old friends . . . hmmm Is it an omen that i shuld host a gathering ? . . . Nah. dun wanna go through the trouble of planning again [ unless i rili got to]

               I realised that forcing my good intension on other people is as good as a crime.


                The only one that can make me a miracle is you dear. But where are you when i need you ? Nowhere to be found. Or not found yet to be exact.