Can't say i wasn't hurt when i heard that he knows your blog url too. Shock pulsed through my body, shock that he acutally knows (though somehow i wasn't that surprised since he's supposedly closer ) Fear gripped me, Fear of sudden realisation that for the past week you could actually be talking about him ... Or have you been talking about him all the time? Pain shot through me like a bullet through glass, i feel totally shattered, totally wrecked, all of a sudden i feel vunerable, too damn naked as if the only thing protecting me is just a eggshell which just got pierced by a bullet. I can feel my entire world collasping all around me covering me in a painful spiky rubble. Well, what would seem like a better way to kick start a five month suspension than the knowledge that the sole and only platform to share secrets and to indirectly talk to each other is no longer private. The forced feeling of intrusion... The disgusting feeling of impurity... And after all, Purity Above All.
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