Fear

I'm hesitating and i will be until things get clear. Second week into poly and i already feel my social life in a major mess. Girls, Girls everywhere. Why can't i just find one that's suitable for me and vice-versa. I can't slowly feel my sleeping hours get lesser and lesser. My usual 8 hour combo is now a privilege, With frequent days with only 6 or even worse 4 D: *sigh* i miss the holidays...